In Search of the Unknown
“The week passed quickly for me, leaving but few definite impressions. As I look back to it now I can see the long stretch of beach burning in the fierce sunlight, the endless meadows, with the glimmer of water in the distance, the dunes, the twisted cedars, the leagues of scintillating ocean, rocking, rocking, always rocking. In the starlit nights the curlew came in from the sand-bars by twos and threes; I could hear their querulous call as I lay in bed thinking. All day long the little ring-necks whistled from the shore. The plover answered them from distant, lonely inland pools. The great white gulls drifted like feathers upon the sea.
“One morning towards the end of the week, I, strolling along the dunes, came upon Frisby. He was bill-posting. I caught him red-handed.
“‘This, ‘ said I, ‘must stop. Do you understand, Mr. Frisby?’
“He stepped back from his work, laying his head on one side, considering first me, then the bill that he had pasted on one of our big boilers.
“‘Don’t you like the color?’ he asked. ‘It goes well on them black boilers.’
“‘Color! No, I don’t like the color, either. Can’t you understand that there are some people in the world who object to seeing patent-medicine advertisements scattered over a landscape?’
“‘Hey?’ he said, perplexed.
“‘Will you kindly remove that advertisement?’ I persisted.
“‘Too late, ‘ said Frisby; ‘it’s sot.’
“I was too disgusted to speak, but my disgust turned to anger when I perceived that, as far as the eye could reach, our boilers, lying from three to four hundred feet apart, were ablaze with yellow-and-red posters extolling the ‘Eureka Liver Pill Company.’
“‘It don’t cost ‘em nothin’, ‘ said Frisby, cheerfully; ‘I done it fur the fun of it. Purty, ain’t it?’
“‘They are Professor Holroyd’s boilers, ‘ I said, subduing a desire to beat Frisby with my telescope. ‘Wait until Miss Holroyd sees this work.’
“‘Don’t she like yeller and red?’ he demanded, anxiously.
“‘You’ll find out, ‘ said I.
“Frisby gaped at his handiwork and then at his yellow dog. After a moment he mechanically spat on a clam-shell and requested Davy to ‘sic’ it.
“‘Can’t you comprehend that you have ruined our pleasure in the landscape?’ I asked, more mildly.
“‘I’ve got some green bills, ‘ said Frisby; ‘I kin stick ‘em over the yeller ones—’
“‘Confound it, ‘ said I, ‘it isn’t the color!’
“‘Then, ‘ observed Frisby, ‘you don’t like them pills. I’ve got some bills of the “Cropper Automobile” and a few of “Bagley, the Gents’ Tailor”—’
“‘Frisby, ‘ said I, ‘use them all—paste the whole collection over your dog and yourself—then walk off the cliff.’
“He sullenly unfolded a green poster, swabbed the boiler with paste, laid the upper section of the bill upon it, and plastered the whole bill down with a thwack of his brush. As I walked away I heard him muttering.
“Next day Daisy was so horrified that I promised to give Frisby an ultimatum. I found him with Freda, gazing sentimentally at his work, and I sent him back to the shop in a hurry, telling Freda at the same time that she could spend her leisure in providing Mr. Frisby with sand, soap, and a scrubbing-brush. Then I walked on to my post of observation.
“I watched until sunset. Daisy came with her father to hear my report, but there was nothing to tell, and we three walked slowly back to the house.
“In the evenings the professor worked on his volumes, the click of his type-writer sounding faintly behind his closed door. Daisy and I played chess sometimes; sometimes we played hearts. I don’t remember that we ever finished a game of either—we talked too much.
“Our discussions covered every topic of interest: we argued upon politics; we skimmed over literature and music; we settled international differences; we spoke vaguely of human brotherhood. I say we slighted no subject of interest—I am wrong; we never spoke of love.
“Now, love is a matter of interest to ten people out of ten. Why it was that it did not appear to interest us is as interesting a question as love itself. We were young, alert, enthusiastic, inquiring. We eagerly absorbed theories concerning any curious phenomena in nature, as intellectual cocktails to stimulate discussion. And yet we did not discuss love. I do not say that we avoided it. No; the subject was too completely ignored for even that. And yet we found it very difficult to pass an hour separated. The professor noticed this, and laughed at us. We were not even embarrassed.
“Sunday passed in pious contemplation of the ocean. Daisy read a little in her prayer-book, and the professor threw a cloth over his type-writer and strolled up and down the sands. He may have been lost in devout abstraction; he may have been looking for footprints. As for me, my mind was very serene, and I was more than happy. Daisy read to me a little for my soul’s sake, and the professor came up and said something cheerful. He also examined the magazine of my Winchester.
“That night, too, Daisy took her guitar to the sands and sang one or two Basque hymns. Unlike us, the Basques do not take their pleasures sadly. One of their pleasures is evidently religion.
“The big moon came up over the dunes and stared at the sea until the surface of every wave trembled with radiance. A sudden stillness fell across the world; the wind died out; the foam ran noiselessly across the beach; the cricket’s rune was stilled.
“I leaned back, dropping one hand upon the sand. It touched another hand, soft and cool.
“After a while the other hand moved slightly, and I found that my own had closed above it. Presently one finger stirred a little—only a little—for our fingers were interlocked.
“On the shore the foam-froth bubbled and winked and glimmered in the moonlight. A star fell from the zenith, showering the night with incandescent dust.
“If our fingers lay interlaced beside us, her eyes were calm and serene as always, wide open, fixed upon the depths of a dark sky. And when her father rose and spoke to us, she did not withdraw her hand.
“‘Is it late?’ she asked, dreamily.
“‘It is midnight, little daughter.’
“I stood up, still holding her hand, and aided her to rise. And when, at the door, I said good-night, she turned and looked at me for a little while in silence, then passed into her room slowly, with head still turned towards me.
“All night long I dreamed of her; and when the east whitened, I sprang up, the thunder of the ocean in my ears, the strong sea-wind blowing into the open window.
“‘She’s asleep, ‘ I thought, and I leaned from the window and peered out into the east.
“The sea called to me, tossing its thousand arms; the soaring gulls, dipping, rising, wheeling above the sandbar, screamed and clamored for a playmate. I slipped into my bathing-suit, dropped from the window upon the soft sand, and in a moment had plunged head foremost into the surf, swimming beneath the waves towards the open sea.
“Under the tossing ocean the voice of the waters was in my ears—a low, sweet voice, intimate, mysterious. Through singing foam and broad, green, glassy depths, by whispering sandy channels atrail with sea-weed, and on, on, out into the vague, cool sea, I sped, rising to the top, sinking, gliding. Then at last I flung myself out of water, hands raised, and the clamor of the gulls filled my ears.
“As I lay, breathing fast, drifting on the sea, far out beyond the gulls I saw a flash of white, and an arm was lifted, signalling me.
“‘Daisy!’ I called.
“A clear hail came across the water, distinct on the sea-wind, and at the same instant we raised our hands and moved towards each other.
“How we laughed as we met in the sea! The white dawn came up out of the depths, the zenith turned to rose and ashes.
“And with the dawn came the wind—a great sea-wind, fresh, aromatic, that hurled our voices back into our throats and lifted the sheeted spray above our heads. Every wave, crowned with mist, caught us in a cool embrace, cradled us, and slipped away, only to leave us to another wave, higher, stronger, crested with opalescent glory, breathing incense.
“We turned together up the coast, swimming lightly side by side, but our words were caught up by the winds and whirled into the sky.
“We looked up at the driving clouds; we looked out upon the pallid waste of waters, but it was into each other’s eyes we looked, wondering, wistful, questioning the reason of sky and sea And there in each other’s eyes we read the mystery, and we knew that earth and sky and sea were created for us alone.
“Drifting on by distant sands and dunes, her white fingers touching mine, we spoke, keying our tones to the wind’s vast harmony. And we spoke of love.
“Gray and wide as the limitless span of the sky and the sea, the winds gathered from the world’s ends to bear us on; but they were not familiar winds; for now, along the coast, the breakers curled and showed a million fangs, and the ocean stirred to its depths, uneasy, ominous, and the menace of its murmur drew us closer as we moved.
“Where the dull thunder and the tossing spray warned us from sunken reefs, we heard the harsh challenges of gulls; where the pallid surf twisted in yellow coils of spume above the bar, the singing sands murmured of treachery and secrets of lost souls agasp in the throes of silent undertows.
“But there was a little stretch of beach glimmering through the mountains of water, and towards this we turned, side by side. Around us the water grew warmer; the breath of the following waves moistened our cheeks; the water itself grew gray and strange about us.
“‘We have come too far, ‘ I said; but she only answered:
“‘Faster, faster! I am afraid!’ The water was almost hot now; its aromatic odor filled our lungs.
“‘The Gulf loop!’ I muttered. ‘Daisy, shall I help you?’
“‘No. Swim—close by me! Oh-h! Dick—’
“Her startled cry was echoed by another—a shrill scream, unutterably horrible—and a great bird flapped from the beach, splashing and beating its pinions across the water with a thundering noise.
“Out across the waves it blundered, rising little by little from the water, and now, to my horror, I saw another monstrous bird swinging in the air above it, squealing as it turned on its vast wings. Before I could speak we touched the beach, and I half lifted her to the shore.
“‘Quick!’ I repeated. ‘We must not wait.’
“Her eyes were dark with fear, but she rested a hand on my shoulder, and we crept up among the dune-grasses and sank down by the point of sand where the rough shelter stood, surrounded by the iron-ringed piles.
“She lay there, breathing fast and deep, dripping with spray. I had no power of speech left, but when I rose wearily to my knees and looked out upon the water my blood ran cold. Above the ocean, on the breast of the roaring wind, three enormous birds sailed, turning and wheeling among one another; and below, drifting with the gray stream of the Gulf loop, a colossal bulk lay half submerged—a gigantic lizard, floating belly upward.
“Then Daisy crept kneeling to my side and touched me, trembling from head to foot.
“‘I know, ‘ I muttered. ‘I must run back for the rifle.’
“‘And—and leave me?’
“I took her by the hand, and we dragged ourselves through the wire-grass to the open end of a boiler lying in the sand.
“She crept in on her hands and knees, and called to me to follow.
“‘You are safe now, ‘ I cried. ‘I must go back for the rifle.’
“‘The birds may—may attack you.’
“‘If they do I can get into one of the other boilers, ‘ I said. ‘Daisy, you must not venture out until I come back. You won’t, will you?’
“‘No-o, ‘ she whispered, doubtfully.