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The Door Through Space

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Chapter 3

From the spaceport gates, exchanging brief greetings with the guards, I took a last look at the Kharsa. For a minute I toyed with the notion of just disappearing down one of those streets. It’s not hard to disappear on Wolf, if you know how. And I knew, or had known once. Loyalty to Terra? What had Terra given me except a taste of color and adventure, out there in the Dry-towns, and then taken it away again?

If an Earthman is very lucky and very careful, he lasts about ten years in Intelligence. I had had two years more than my share. I still knew enough to leave my Terran identity behind like a worn-out jacket. I could seek out Rakhal, settle our blood-feud, see Juli again...

How could I see Juli again? As her husband’s murderer? No other way. Blood-feud on Wolf is a terrible and elaborate ritual of the code duello. And once I stepped outside the borders of Terran law, sooner or later Rakhal and I would meet. And one of us would die.

I looked back, just once, at the dark rambling streets away from the square. Then I turned toward the blue-white lights that hurt my eyes, and the starship that loomed, huge and hateful, before me.

A steward in white took my fingerprint and led me to a coffin-sized chamber. He brought me coffee and sandwiches--I hadn’t, after all, eaten in the spaceport cafe--then got me into the skyhook and strapped me, deftly and firmly, into the acceleration cushions, tugging at the Garensen belts until I ached all over. A long needle went into my arm--the narcotic that would keep me safely drowsy all through the terrible tug of interstellar acceleration.

Doors clanged, buzzers vibrated lower down in the ship, men tramped the corridors calling to one another in the language of the spaceports. I understood one word in four. I shut my eyes, not caring. At the end of the trip there would be another star, another world, another language. Another life.

I had spent all my adult life on Wolf. Juli had been a child under the red star. But it was a pair of wide crimson eyes and black hair combed into ringlets like spun black glass that went down with me into the bottomless pit of sleep...


Someone was shaking me.

“Ah, come on, Cargill. Wake up, man. Shake your boots!”

My mouth, foul-tasting and stiff, fumbled at the shapes of words. “Wha’ happened? Wha’ y’ want?” My eyes throbbed. When I got them open I saw two men in black leathers bending over me. We were still inside gravity.

“Get out of the skyhook. You’re coming with us.”

“Wha’--” Even through the layers of the sedative, that got to me. Only a criminal, under interstellar law, can be removed from a passage-paid starship once he has formally checked in on board. I was legally, at this moment, on my “planet of destination.”

“I haven’t been charged--”

“Did I say you had?” snapped one man.

“Shut up, he’s doped,” the other said hurriedly. “Look,” he continued, pronouncing every word loudly and distinctly, “get up now, and come with us. The co-ordinator will hold up blastoff if we don’t get off in three minutes, and Operations will scream. Come on, please.”

Then I was stumbling along the lighted, empty corridor, swaying between the two men, foggily realizing the crew must think me a fugitive caught trying to leave the planet.

The locks dilated. A uniformed spaceman watched us, fussily regarding a chronometer. He fretted. “The dispatcher’s office--”

“We’re doing the best we can,” the Spaceforce man said. “Can you walk, Cargill?”

I could, though my feet were a little shaky on the ladders. The violet moonlight had deepened to mauve, and gusty winds spun tendrils of grit across my face. The Spaceforce men shepherded me, one on either side, to the gateway.

“What the hell is all this? Is something wrong with my pass?”

The guard shook his head. “How would I know? Magnusson put out the order, take it up with him.”

“Believe me,” I muttered, “I will.”

They looked at each other. “Hell,” said one, “he’s not under arrest, we don’t have to haul him around like a convict. Can you walk all right now, Cargill? You know where the Secret Service office is, don’t you? Floor 38. The Chief wants you, and make it fast.”

I knew it made no sense to ask questions, they obviously knew no more than I did. I asked anyhow.

“Are they holding the ship for me? I’m supposed to be leaving on it.”

“Not that one,” the guard answered, jerking his head toward the spaceport. I looked back just in time to see the dust-dimmed ship leap upward, briefly whitened in the field searchlights, and vanish into the surging clouds above.

My head was clearing fast, and anger speeded up the process. The HQ building was empty in the chill silence of just before dawn. I had to rout out a dozing elevator operator, and as the lift swooped upward my anger rose with it. I wasn’t working for Magnusson any more. What right had he, or anybody, to grab me off an outbound starship like a criminal? By the time I barged into his office, I was spoiling for a fight.

The Secret Service office was full of grayish-pink morning and yellow lights left on from the night before. Magnusson, at his desk, looked as if he’d slept in his rumpled uniform. He was a big bull of a man, and his littered desk looked, as always, like the track of a typhoon in the salt flats.

The clutter was weighted down, here and there, with solidopic cubes of the five Magnusson youngsters, and as usual, Magnusson was fiddling with one of the cubes. He said, not looking up, “Sorry to pull this at the last minute, Race. There was just time to put out a pull order and get you off the ship, but no time to explain.”

I glared at him. “Seems I can’t even get off the planet without trouble! You raised hell all the time I was here, but when I try to leave--what is this, anyhow? I’m sick of being shoved around!”

Magnusson made a conciliating gesture. “Wait until you hear--” he began, and broke off, looking at someone who was sitting in the chair in front of his desk, somebody whose back was turned to me. Then the person twisted and I stopped cold, blinking and wondering if this were a hallucination and I’d wake up in the starship’s skyhook, far out in space.

Then the woman cried, “Race, Race! Don’t you know me?”

I took one dazed step and another. Then she flew across the space between us, her thin arms tangling around my neck, and I caught her up, still disbelieving.

Juli!

“Oh, Race, I thought I’d die when Mack told me you were leaving tonight. It’s been the only thing that’s kept me alive, knowing--knowing I’d see you.” She sobbed and laughed, her face buried in my shoulder.

I let her cry for a minute, then held my sister at arm’s length. For a moment I had forgotten the six years that lay between us. Now I saw them, all of them, printed plain on her face. Juli had been a pretty girl. Six years had fined her face into beauty, but there was tension in the set of her shoulders, and her gray eyes had looked on horrors.

She looked tiny and thin and unbearably frail under the scanty folds of her fur robe, a Dry-town woman’s robe. Her wrists were manacled, the jeweled tight bracelets fastened together by the links of a long fine chain of silvered gilt that clashed a little, thinly, as her hands fell to her sides.

“What’s wrong, Juli? Where’s Rakhal?”

She shivered and now I could see that she was in a state of shock.

“Gone. He’s gone, that’s all I know. And--oh, Race, Race, he took Rindy with him!”

From the tone of her voice I had thought she was sobbing. Now I realized that her eyes were dry; she was long past tears. Gently I unclasped her clenched fingers and put her back in the chair. She sat like a doll, her hands falling to her sides with a thin clash of chains. When I picked them up and laid them in her lap she let them lie there motionless. I stood over her and demanded, “Who’s Rindy?” She didn’t move.

“My daughter, Race. Our little girl.”

Magnusson broke in, his voice harsh. “Well, Cargill, should I have let you leave?”

“Don’t be a damn fool!”

“I was afraid you’d tell the poor kid she had to live with her own mistakes,” growled Magnusson. “You’re capable of it.”

For the first time Juli showed a sign of animation. “I was afraid to come to you, Mack. You never wanted me to marry Rakhal, either.”

“Water under the bridge,” Magnusson grunted. “And I’ve got lads of my own, Miss Cargill--Mrs.--” he stopped in distress, vaguely remembering that in the Dry-towns an improper form of address can be a deadly insult.

But she guessed his predicament.

“You used to call me Juli, Mack. It will do now.”

“You’ve changed,” he said quietly. “Juli, then. Tell Race what you told me. All of it.”

She turned to me. “I shouldn’t have come for myself--”

I knew that. Juli was proud, and she had always had the courage to live with her own mistakes. When I first saw her, I knew this wouldn’t be anything so simple as the complaint of an abused wife or even an abandoned or deserted mother. I took a chair, watching her and listening.

She began. “You made a mistake when you turned Rakhal out of the Service, Mack. In his way he was the most loyal man you had on Wolf.”

Magnusson had evidently not expected her to take this tack. He scowled and looked disconcerted, shifting uneasily in his big chair, but when Juli did not continue, obviously awaiting his answer, he said, “Juli, he left me no choice. I never knew how his mind worked. That final deal he engineered--have you any idea how much that cost the Service? And have you taken a good look at your brother’s face, Juli girl?”

Juli raised her eyes slowly, and I saw her flinch. I knew how she felt. For three years I had kept my mirror covered, growing an untidy straggle of beard because it hid the scars and saved me the ordeal of facing myself to shave.

Juli whispered, “Rakhal’s is just as bad. Worse.”

“That’s some satisfaction,” I said, and Mack stared at us, baffled. “Even now I don’t know what it was all about.”

“And you never will,” I said for the hundredth time. “We’ve been over this before. Nobody could understand it unless he’d lived in the Dry-towns. Let’s not talk about it. You talk, Juli. What brought you here like this? What about the kid?”

“There’s no way I can tell you the end without telling you the beginning,” she said reasonably. “At first Rakhal worked as a trader in Shainsa.”

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