Chapter 2

I glanced sideways at Foster. He didn’t look like a nut...

“All I’ve got to say is,” I said, “you’re a hell of a spry-looking ninety.”

“You find my appearance strangely youthful. What would be your reaction if I told you that I’ve aged greatly in the past few months? That a year ago I could have passed as no older than thirty without the slightest difficulty--”

“I don’t think I’d believe you,” I said. “And I’m sorry, Mr. Foster; but I don’t believe the bit about the 1918 hospital either. How can I? It’s--”

“I know. Fantastic. But let’s go back a moment to the book itself. Look closely at the paper; it’s been examined by experts. They’re baffled by it. Attempts to analyze it chemically failed--they were unable to take a sample. It’s impervious to solvents--”

“They couldn’t get a sample?” I said. “Why not just tear off the corner of one of the sheets?”

“Try it,” Foster said.

I picked up the book and plucked at the edge of one of the blank sheets, then pinched harder and pulled. The paper held. I got a better grip and pulled again. It was like fine, tough leather, except that it didn’t even stretch.

“It’s tough, all right,” I said. I took out my pocket knife and opened it and worked on the edge of the paper. Nothing. I went over to the bureau and put the paper flat against the top and sawed at it, putting my weight on the knife. I raised the knife and brought it down hard. I didn’t so much as mark the sheet. I put the knife away.

“That’s some paper, Mr. Foster,” I said.

“Try to tear the binding,” Foster said. “Put a match to it. Shoot at it if you like. Nothing will make an impression on that material. Now, you’re a logical man, Legion. Is there something here outside ordinary experience or is there not?”

I sat down, feeling for a cigarette. I still didn’t have.

“What does it prove?” I said.

“Only that the book is not a simple fraud. You’re facing something which can’t be dismissed as fancy. The book exists. That is our basic point of departure.”

“Where do we go from there?”

“There is a second factor to be considered,” Foster went on. “At some time in the past I seem to have made an enemy. Someone, or something, is systematically hunting me.”

I tried a laugh, but it felt out of place. “Why not sit still and let it catch up with you? Maybe it could tell you what the whole thing is about.”

Foster shook his head. “It started almost thirty years ago,” he said. “I was driving south from Albany, New York, at night. It was a long straight stretch of road, no houses. I noticed lights following me. Not headlights--something that bobbed along, off in the fields along the road. But they kept pace, gradually moving alongside. Then they closed in ahead, keeping out of range of my headlights. I stopped the car. I wasn’t seriously alarmed, just curious. I wanted a better look, so I switched on my spotlight and played it on the lights. They disappeared as the light touched them. After half a dozen were gone, the rest began closing in. I kept picking them off. There was a sound, too, a sort of high-pitched humming. I caught a whiff of sulphur then, and suddenly I was afraid--deathly afraid. I caught the last one in the beam no more than ten feet from the car. I can’t describe the horror of the moment--”

“It sounds pretty weird,” I said. “But what was there to be afraid of? It must have been some kind of heat lightning.”

“There is always the pat explanation,” Foster said. “But no explanation can rationalize the instinctive dread I felt. I started up the car and drove on--right through the night and the next day. I sensed that I must put distance between myself and whatever it was I had met. I bought a home in California and tried to put the incident out of my mind--with limited success. Then it happened again.”

“The same thing? Lights?”

“It was more sophisticated the next time. It started with interference--static--on my radio. Then it affected the wiring in the house. All the lights began to glow weakly, even though they were switched off. I could feel it--feel it in my bones--moving closer, hemming me in. I tried the car; it wouldn’t start. Fortunately, I kept a few horses at that time. I mounted and rode into town--and at a fair gallop, you may be sure. I saw the lights, but outdistanced them. I caught a train and kept going.”

“I don’t see--”

“It happened again; four times in all. I thought perhaps I had succeeded in eluding it at last. I was mistaken. I have had definite indications that my time here is drawing to a close. I would have been gone before now, but there were certain arrangements to be made.”

“Look,” I said. “This is all wrong. You need a psychiatrist, not an ex-tough guy. Delusions of persecution--”

“It seemed obvious that the explanation was to be found somewhere in my past life,” Foster went on. “I turned to the notebook, my only link. I copied it out, including the encrypted portion. I had photostatic enlargements made of the initial section--the part written in unfamiliar characters. None of the experts who have examined the script have been able to identify it.

“I necessarily, therefore, concentrated my attention on the last section--the only part written in English. I was immediately struck by a curious fact I had ignored before. The writer made references to an Enemy, a mysterious ‘they’, against which defensive measures had to be taken.”

“Maybe that’s where you got the idea,” I said. “When you first read the book--”

“The writer of the log,” Foster said, “was dogged by the same nemesis that now follows me.”

“It doesn’t make any sense,” I said.

“For the moment,” Foster said, “stop looking for logic in the situation. Look for a pattern instead.”

“There’s a pattern, all right,” I said.

“The next thing that struck me,” Foster went on, “was a reference to a loss of memory--a second point of some familiarity to me. The writer expresses frustration at the inability to remember certain facts which would have been useful to him in his pursuit.”

“What kind of pursuit?”

“Some sort of scientific project, as nearly as I can gather. The journal bristles with tantalizing references to matters that are never explained.”

“And you think the man that wrote it had amnesia?”

“Not exactly amnesia, perhaps,” Foster said. “But there were things he was unable to remember.”

“If that’s amnesia, we’ve all got it,” I said. “Nobody’s got a perfect memory.”

“But these were matters of importance; not the kinds of thing that simply slip one’s mind.”

“I can see how you’d want to believe the book had something to do with your past, Mr. Foster,” I said. “It must be a hard thing, not knowing your own life story. But you’re on the wrong track. Maybe the book is a story you started to write--in code, so nobody would accidentally read the stuff and kid you about it.”

“Legion, what was it you planned to do when you got to Miami?”

The question caught me a little off-guard. “Well, I don’t know,” I hedged. “I wanted to get south, where it’s warm. I used to know a few people--”

“In other words, nothing,” Foster said. “Legion, I’ll pay you well to stay with me and see this thing through.”

I shook my head. “Not me, Mr. Foster. The whole thing sounds--well, the kindest word I can think of is ‘nutty.’”

“Legion,” Foster said, “do you really believe I’m insane?”

“Let’s just say this all seems a little screwy to me, Mr. Foster.”

“I’m not asking you just to work for me,” Foster said. “I’m asking for your help.”

“You might as well look for your fortune in tea leaves,” I said, irritated. “There’s nothing in what you’ve told me.”

“There’s more, Legion. Much more. I’ve recently made an important discovery. When I know you’re with me, I’ll tell you. You know enough now to accept the fact that this isn’t entirely a figment of my imagination.”

“I don’t know anything,” I said. “So far it’s all talk.”

“If you’re concerned about payment--”

“No, damn it,” I barked. “Where are the papers you keep talking about? I ought to have my head examined for sitting here humoring you. I’ve got troubles enough--” I stopped talking and rubbed my hands over my scalp. “I’m sorry, Mr. Foster,” I said. “I guess what’s really griping me is that you’ve got everything I think I want--and you’re not content with it. It bothers me to see you off chasing fairies. If a man with his health and plenty of money can’t enjoy life, what the hell is there for anybody?”

Foster looked at me thoughtfully. “Legion, if you could have anything in life you wanted, what would you ask for?”

“Anything? I’ve wanted a lot of different things. Once I wanted to be a hero. Later, I wanted to be smart, know all the answers. Then I had the idea that a chance to do an honest job, one that needed doing, was the big thing. I never found that job. I never got smart either, or figured out how to tell a hero from a coward, without a program.”

“In other words,” Foster said, “you were looking for an abstraction to believe in--in this case, Justice. But you won’t find justice in nature. It’s a thing that only man expects or acknowledges.”

“There are some good things in life; I’d like to get a piece of them.”

“Don’t lose your capacity for dreaming, in the process.”

“Dreams?” I said. “Oh, I’ve got those. I want an island somewhere in the sun, where I can spend my time fishing and watching the sea.”

“You’re speaking cynically--but you’re still attempting to concretize an abstraction,” Foster said. “But no matter--materialism is simply another form of idealism.”

I looked at Foster. “But I know I’ll never have those things--or that Justice you were talking about, either. Once you really know you’ll never make it...”

“Perhaps unattainability is an essential element of any dream,” Foster said. “But hold onto your dream, whatever it is--don’t ever give it up.”

“So much for philosophy,” I said. “Where is it getting us?”

“You’d like to see the papers,” Foster said. He fished a key ring from an inner pocket. “If you don’t mind going out to the car,” he said, “and perhaps getting your hands dirty, there’s a strong-box welded to the frame. I keep photostats of everything there, along with my passport, emergency funds and so on. I’ve learned to be ready to travel on very short notice. Lift the floorboards; you’ll see the box.”