Chapter 5

I’d been riding high for a couple of hours, enjoying the success of the tricks I’d stolen from the Gool. Now I suddenly felt like something the student morticians had been practicing on. I guided my driver through a second-rate residential section, looking for an M.D. shingle on a front lawn.

The one I found didn’t inspire much confidence--you could hardly see it for the weeds--but I didn’t want to make a big splash. I had to have an assist from my driver to make it to the front door. He got me inside, parked my box beside me and went off to finish his rounds, under the impression that it had been a dull morning.

The doctor was a seedy, seventyish G.P. with a gross tremor of the hands that a good belt of Scotch would have helped. He looked at me as though I’d interrupted something that was either more fun or paid better than anything I was likely to come up with.

“I need my dressing changed, Doc,” I said. “And maybe a shot to keep me going.”

“I’m not a dope peddler,” he snapped. “You’ve got the wrong place.”

“Just a little medication--whatever’s usual. It’s a burn.”

“Who told you to come here?”

I looked at him meaningfully. “The word gets around.”

He glared at me, gnashed his plates, then gestured toward a black-varnished door. “Go right in there.”

He gaped at my arm when the bandages were off. I took a quick glance and wished I hadn’t.

“How did you do this?”

“Smoking in bed,” I said. “Have you got ... something that...”

He caught me before I hit the floor, got me into a chair. Then he had that Scotch he’d been wanting, gave me a shot as an after-thought, and looked at me narrowly.

“I suppose you fell out of that same bed and broke your leg,” he said.

“Right. Hell of a dangerous bed.”

“I’ll be right back.” He turned to the door. “Don’t go away. I’ll just ... get some gauze.”

“Better stay here, Doc. There’s plenty of gauze right on that table.”

“See here--”

“Skip it, doc. I know all about you.”

“What?”

“I said all about you.”

He set to work then; a guilty conscience is a tough argument to answer.

He plastered my arm with something and rewrapped it, then looked the leg over and made a couple of adjustments to the brace. He clucked over the stitches in my scalp, dabbed something on them that hurt like hell, then shoved an old-fashioned stickpin needle into my good arm.

“That’s all I can do for you,” he said. He handed me a bottle of pills. “Here are some tablets to take in an emergency. Now get out.”

“Call me a cab, Doc.”

I listened while he called, then lit a cigarette and watched through the curtains. The doc stood by, worrying his upper plate and eyeing me. So far I hadn’t had to tinker with his mind, but it would be a good idea to check. I felt my way delicately.

--oh God, why did I ... long time ago ... Mary ever knew ... go to Arizona, start again, too old... I saw the nest of fears that gnawed at him, the frustration and the faint flicker of hope but not quite dead. I touched his mind, wiped away scars...

“Here’s your car,” he said. He opened the door, looking at me. I started past him.

“Are you sure you’re all right?” he said.

“Sure, Pop. And don’t worry. Everything’s going to be okay.”

The driver put my boxes on the back seat. I got in beside him and told him to take me to a men’s clothing store. He waited while I changed my hand-me-downs for an off-the-hook suit, new shirt and underwear and a replacement beret. It was the only kind of hat that didn’t hurt. My issue shoes were still good, but I traded them in on a new pair, added a light raincoat, and threw in a sturdy suitcase for good measure. The clerk said something about money and I dropped an idea into his mind, paused long enough to add a memory of a fabulous night with a redhead. He hardly noticed me leaving.

I tried not to feel like a shop-lifter. After all, it’s not every day a man gets a chance to swap drygoods for dreams.

In the cab, I transferred my belongings to the new suitcase, then told the driver to pull up at an anonymous-looking hotel. A four-star admiral with frayed cuffs helped me inside with my luggage. The hackie headed for the bay to get rid of the box under the impression I was a heavy tipper.

I had a meal in my room, a hot bath, and treated myself to a three hour nap. I woke up feeling as though those student embalmers might graduate after all.

I thumbed through the phone book and dialed a number.

“I want a Cadillac or Lincoln,” I said. “A new one--not the one you rent for funerals--and a driver who won’t mind missing a couple nights’ sleep. And put a bed pillow and a blanket in the car.”

I went down to the coffee room then for a light meal. I had just finished a cigarette when the car arrived--a dark blue heavyweight with a high polish and a low silhouette.

“We’re going to Denver,” I told the driver. “We’ll make one stop tomorrow--I have a little shopping to do. I figure about twenty hours. Take a break every hundred miles, and hold it under seventy.”

He nodded. I got in the back and sank down in the smell of expensive upholstery.

“I’ll cross town and pick up U.S. 84 at--”

“I leave the details to you,” I said. He pulled out into the traffic and I got the pillow settled under me and closed my eyes. I’d need all the rest I could get on this trip. I’d heard that compared with the Denver Records Center, Fort Knox was a cinch. I’d find out for sure when I got there.

The plan I had in mind wasn’t the best I could have concocted under more leisurely circumstances. But with every cop in the country under orders to shoot me on sight, I had to move fast. My scheme had the virtue of unlikeliness. Once I was safe in the Central Vault--supposed to be the only H-bomb-proof structure ever built--I’d put through a phone call to the outside, telling them to watch a certain spot; say the big desk in the President’s office. Then I’d assemble my matter transmitter and drop some little item right in front of the assembled big shots. They’d have to admit I had something. And this time they’d have to start considering the possibility that I wasn’t working for the enemy.

It had been a smooth trip, and I’d caught up on my sleep. Now it was five A.M. and we were into the foothills, half an hour out of Denver. I ran over my lines, planning the trickiest part of the job ahead--the initial approach. I’d listened to a couple of news broadcasts. The FBI was still promising an arrest within hours. I learned that I was lying up, or maybe dead, in the vicinity of Key West, and that the situation was under control. That was fine with me. Nobody would expect me to pop up in Denver, still operating under my own power--and wearing a new suit at that.